"I fucking lost it as soon as I lost you"

"Maybe my problem is that when I’m lost I look for you not myself."

14 word story (via t0xic-roses)

(via sacrificethedead)

"and I know I speak like my heart was broken last night
even though it happened last January,
when I thought I was numb from the cold
but I was numb from you
and sometimes everything you left behind cuts into
my tongue and I find myself choking up your name
even though it’s been 3 months since you’ve called
and I’m not sure how your voice still plays in my head
when I can’t even remember how it sounds
and there are scars and bruises all over me that I
could’ve sworn had faded but everyone looks at me
like I’m about to collapse
and sometimes I kiss boys who grab me like they
want to break me and I let them because there’s
nothing left to break
and sometimes they taste like you
and I used to smile like I wasn’t empty
but you’re stuck in my head
and in my heart
and underneath my fingernails
and I’m so sorry but you can’t stay here"

I’m a collection of unsaid goodbyes and thrown up 3 AM “I miss you’s” (via extrasad)

(via extrasad)

"I think I keep telling myself you never loved
me at all because it is far less terrifying a
prospect than the possibility you did, you truly
did, but all of a sudden, and for no particular
reason, you stopped."

Beau Taplin || How I sleep at night.  (via afadthatlastsforever)

(via trying-to-end-the-pain)

"I hope they ask about me & I hope you tell them you fucked up."

"If you can see a future without me and that doesn’t break your heart then we’re not doing what I thought we were doing here."

That 70’s Show (via temperare-te)

(via healingx)

"It hurts that you never apologized."

4:57 p.m. (Apologies)

(Source: angryasianfeminist, via the-fear-of-failure)